Lately, now that the election is near, I have been showing more of my political side. But being the age that I am, none of my friends seem to even care what I have to say. But it is not just that is bothering me. What really makes what we call "friendship" nowadays? For me, it seems that the fact that I am social awkward, I feel like I am stuck with the so called "friends" that I have. Do not get me wrong. I love a lot of people that I call friends. But some, lately, have been pushing a button. It has really had me questioning whether my relationship with others was a healthy one. And really question my definition of "friendship". I have come to a conclusion, that some of the friendships that I had was just not ever going to work out.
To be honest, I believe that I was careless with my choice of friends, and even how much emotion was put in the relationships. But, the only really certain thing that I have really come to realize about myself is that I don't need people to point at the "letter" that is on my chest, when they have theirs plain in sight. What good does it do to show hypocrisy? Or believe and act as if you are a saint, when you have done actions that make you just as human as I am. I wear a symbolic "veil" on my face, and I see yours, and theirs. Why must those who I call "friend" call me out on mine?
